Class bbq

My group's power is acting up again! Whenever we gather together, some things will happen. For example, car accidents, boy falling off the railing at esplanade, people getting trap in lifts, the westmall murder case, etc, etc. Come pay your respect to my group, we are the jinx of mankind! *evil laughs*
Today we had our class barbeque at puisin's condo. At around 10plus, the security guard came to tell us to pack up and leave. Actually this is ok but he went on to quote that there's this unit which complain about us being noisy. Well, one of my friends got very angry and went to speak to the family making the complain. Turns out that the security guard was telling lies as that family had not complain about us! To cut a long story short, the family made a police report as this is not the first time they had conflict with the security guard. Of course, this affair spoiled the mood of everyone. *shakes head*
Actually I rather admire the one who went up to inquire about the complain. If she never went up, the family will be the victim of the many future lies the security made to other residents. Due to her "rash" behavior, she do justice to that family. If our roles are switched, I will not do anything because I will not want the matter to be blown up. But sometimes, we cannot just shrink back and let things happen. Must take the initiative to pursue something.
I'm going to talk on another matter that is pressing on me. Recently there's a lot of mistrust going on around me. Friends starts to mistrust each other. Argh! I'm so confused! It seems like people are forcing me to trust someone and to doubt my close friends. Why are there suddenly so many backstabbing and lies going around? I don't want to question my friends. If they are speaking the truth, they will feel hurt that I had doubt them in the first place. Yet I'll be so disappointed if I realise that they had lied to me. Friends kept asking me what should they do but I can't possibly tell them. I tried not to be drag into their affairs yet now I'm stuck in the middle. I want to get out! But I guess it's not possible now.
Damn. I feel so guilty. I felt like I betrayed my friend too. And I might have just spoiled someone's relationship. Sorry, I guess I'm just a BITCH.

Class bbq

My group's power is acting up again! Whenever we gather together, some things will happen. For example, car accidents, boy falling off the railing at esplanade, people getting trap in lifts, the westmall murder case, etc, etc. Come pay your respect to my group, we are the jinx of mankind! *evil laughs*
Today we had our class barbeque at puisin's condo. At around 10plus, the security guard came to tell us to pack up and leave. Actually this is ok but he went on to quote that there's this unit which complain about us being noisy. Well, one of my friends got very angry and went to speak to the family making the complain. Turns out that the security guard was telling lies as that family had not complain about us! To cut a long story short, the family made a police report as this is not the first time they had conflict with the security guard. Of course, this affair spoiled the mood of everyone. *shakes head*
Actually I rather admire the one who went up to inquire about the complain. If she never went up, the family will be the victim of the many future lies the security made to other residents. Due to her "rash" behavior, she do justice to that family. If our roles are switched, I will not do anything because I will not want the matter to be blown up. But sometimes, we cannot just shrink back and let things happen. Must take the initiative to pursue something.
I'm going to talk on another matter that is pressing on me. Recently there's a lot of mistrust going on around me. Friends starts to mistrust each other. Argh! I'm so confused! It seems like people are forcing me to trust someone and to doubt my close friends. Why are there suddenly so many backstabbing and lies going around? I don't want to question my friends. If they are speaking the truth, they will feel hurt that I had doubt them in the first place. Yet I'll be so disappointed if I realise that they had lied to me. Friends kept asking me what should they do but I can't possibly tell them. I tried not to be drag into their affairs yet now I'm stuck in the middle. I want to get out! But I guess it's not possible now.
Damn. I feel so guilty. I felt like I betrayed my friend too. And I might have just spoiled someone's relationship. Sorry, I guess I'm just a BITCH.

Prom Dress

I went to Topshop to get my prom dress today with xiao mei. Finally found one! It's a black halter neck dress. The price is a pleasant surprise, the dress only cost 60 bucks, which is like half of what i'm preparing to spend.
Though I bought this dress, actually there's one that really steal my heart away. It's also a black halter neck but it's make of leather. But I chose the other dress because if I were to wear this, I cannot wear any BRA! The front of the skirt really show of your cleavage, that is if you have any. It's those kind of dress that sets mothers' head shaking and bitches' tongues to start wagging. Well, I don't want people coming up to me asking whether am I wearing any bra. Also, I want people to look at me when I speak to them and not look at my bosom. So I sadly reject the dress. *sniffs*

The Best Christmas gift

I think the nicest christmas gifts are those that came unexpected. Those that are left at your door step without a name. Those that someone took a lot of trouble to prepare or to deliver to you. Those that reminds you that someone treasures your friendship. And this year the nicest christmas gift came in the form of Hershey's chocolates. *smiles*

2004 Christmas Gathering

I had not laughed so much for such a long time. I think yesterday's gathering really cheers me up a lot! Those peeps are really funny! We went Jack's Place for dinner. Actually the food is not very expensive, I think it's quite affordable. So...anyone wants to go there and eat? *grins cheekily*
We had this practice for three years already. Three years! Time past so fast! But I'm glad that all of us made the effort to meet up. Although we only meet up maybe twice a year, I'm glad that we still feel as comfortable with each other. Kimpeng is still forever teased by us. Joey is still as cute as ever. Rong yue is still as bitchy. Jane is still as tomboyish. Wei Lun is still as quiet though he tried making some lame jokes. Hui yuan is still as serious. Really love this group!
By the way, yesterday's Joey's birthday! Happy birthday Joey!!

Christmas coming..

"Heelllooo..." Yup, that's the echo coming back from my wallet after all the christmas shoppings. Damn, i'm REAL broke!! How...? Get money from parents? Get a job? Get a rich boyfriend...? Nah, i'm just joking. As i would just get a rich boyfriend. I will most probably get three. *evil laughter*

Ubin Trip

Here I am, with a glass of cold chocolate milk, alone in my room when everyone's asleep. I just love to have a glass of milk late in the night, it makes me feel so pampered. Haha! Make no sense right?
Anyway, I just came back from camping overnight at Pulau Ubin. Though this is not our first time camping there, but it's the first time that we can camp there without any obligations, meaning we don't have a bunch of juniors under our wings. Therefore, i reeaaallly look forward to this camp-over.
But maybe we are so relaxed in this trip that we forgot to pack two most important things. One is the mosquito repellent, a MUST in Ubin. The packs of mosquitoes are really ferocious, like some crazed Singaporeans at those buffet restaurants. So now I’m suffering from our negligence, vigorously scratching my 20 something "love bites" from the mosquitoes while I’m typing this.
The second most important object is torch lights! Gosh, I really wonder how can we forget such an important item as there are no street lights or whatever luxury in Ubin. But maybe it’s our forgetfulness that leads us to an experience of a lifetime.
You see, we decided to go to the eatery for dinner which is located at the jetty. But our tents are pitched at Mamam Beach, which is some distance away from the jetty. After our dinner, it's already around 8pm. Ubin at 8pm is really dark. You can just feel the blackness covers you, sometimes making it harder to breathe (well, that’s actually due to the fear). The whole bunch of us only has a torch. But luckily, we got those light sticks which will glow when they are broke. So we each have one "bangle" light stick on each hand. The one leading the way has the torch, so he became our eyes.
It's really exciting by then. When we cycle into the forest, all we can see is the "bangle" light sticks wore by each cyclist in front of us and nothing else, not even the edge of the road. We must follow closely as we do not want to get lost in the dark forest. At that point in time, I learn to trust my friends whole heartedly. Usually if I’m dumped in a dark area, I will be too scared to move. But at that time, I knew I have to keep cycling because I knew I can trust that friend in front of me and because the line of friends behind me trusted me to follow the way.
Thru this incident, I’m really really glad to have that bunch of good friends, knowing that I can trust them no matter what happen. And that we can work together and make sure each other is safe. Even when at that time we actually got lost because we missed a junction due to the darkness, there's no blaming of the person leading and we still trust him to lead us back to the right way.
Thank god I have such good friends whom I can share these hair-raising adventures with. I hope to keep them forever by my side. :)

How do I forget..

I think it's my blog's music. Make me start to think of him again. How is he doing now? Did he further his master degree? Is his shop doing well? Has he found that someone..? Has he forgotten me....
I really wonder why it doesn't have a proper ending to this chapter of my life. Our existence just fades into nothingness. Now, all that is left is your name in my phone list. It doesn't mean anything anymore. Once upon a time, it connects me to you. Now? Ha. It's just there to mock me, you silly girl.
I think u have wizardry in your fingertips. All my life, I'm looking for that magic. The power that pull two different people together. Last time I thought it doesn't exist, that all fairytales are just, well, fairytales, meant to put children to sleep. But your existence changes my view. There is such "magic"! I thought u can feel it too, but....
Somehow I really hope that you can see this first entry of mine. I'll never dare to let you know how I feel. But I can’t take it lying down. U came, have some fun and then u left suddenly. What are u thinking…? I guess this question will haunt me forever.
Lastly, I think I should thank u. Thank u for letting me know that I can actually like someone very much. And yet I hate u too. You're making it difficult for me to like another... Please, just let me forget you...