Secondary School Gang

This is the first time in many years that I met up with my Secondary School gang for 2 consecutive weeks. Last Saturday, we went to Orchard Canele to celebrate Collin's birthday.


I find the cakes so so. The chocolate cakes are too sweet for my liking. I like the tiramisu and strawberry shortcake best.

I loveeee Wan Lin's hair. So so nice! She did it by herself (and her curling tongs). Think I'll try it out myself one day.

On Friday, we went to Wala-Wala at Holland V to celebrate Wan Lin's birthday. That place was packed! I went upstairs to find my friends squeezed around a small table. It was a freaking small table! After we placed a plate of pizza and seven drinks, there was not even enough space for us to rest our elbows.


















Well, the saving grace was the band E.I.C, which was quite good. I so wanna dance to the music but didn't. It made my itch to go clubbing stronger. Can't wait for the exams to end. Hee!

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For the life of me, I can never ever learn how to get off a high chair gracefully. I knocked my thighs, my heels caught in the metal stand, I nearly fell on my face... Grrr... I think I may have exposed myself too. Urgh....! I think I need to learn how to get on and off high chairs urgently, considering most pubs and clubs nowadays use high chairs.


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Lastly, Happy Birthday, Collin and Wan Lin!

Something meaningful

(Taken from 星期天早报)

Saw this comic in the newspaper today. I found it very meaningful. Going to use this next time on my future boyfriend. Haha!

Happy

I am so happy now. Finally completed a 2000 words essay on ideals of education with just 3 hours of sleep and 12 hours of typing. And that excludes two days of doing research. Phew...

I am so glad it is finally done! YEA!

No More Lies

I had taken a huge risk with my counselling assignment.

Question: After the four counselling sessions, what have you learned about yourself?

My reflections: I have learned nothing new about myself. I walked in and came out as the same person.


I have decided on writing the truth despite friends telling me to crap about it in order to be safe. I just do not feel like giving credit to my counsellor who really didn't help me in learning anything new about myself. I believe that reflections are supposed to come from the heart, not the mind. Thus, I decided on the truth.

I'm hoping that my tutor will buy my argument. It is a risk but I'm taking it.



And I feel good about sticking to my principles. =)

I Won't Go Home Without You

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
And she left before I had the chance to say
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late she's gone away

Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?
Hard to believe it

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you


But that night I went home without you. I am regretting it since. Should have stayed.


(I wonder why this is affecting me so much. I guess it is because I have already treated you like family.)

Heart-Broken

I've waited for her to call these past 2 days. She didn't. And I thought she would.

I know I said that I didn't want to pick up her call. But I will still pick it the phone if she called. Because the friendship is too important. And because I cared, alot, alot.

These 2 days, I have been thinking how to help. Really, I want to help. At some point in time, I became hopeful, thinking that my plan will work. Immediately after feeling hopeful, I start to feel scared. I am so afraid that she will push us away, locking herself up and we could never reach her.

I will always remember the night when she left us. She left us. We didn't leave her. Up till now, we haven't left her. But she left us that night.

Why is she so selfish? Why she kept on harping about herself? Why she thinks that she is alone? Why?? Aren't we somebody?

But maybe I am the selfish one. I keep wanting her to think for us, for her family. I have not gone through what she had. How can I understand? Maybe she is not in mood to think for anyone now.


I want to reach out to her so bad. Please come back to us.




There are many types of friends in this world. There are those whom you trust to look after you. And there those who go against your wishes in order to protect you. It is easy to be the first group. It is not easy to be in the latter. I know. And you know.

Burn Out...

Oh man.. I am so, so, so tired and burn out. This is supposed to be "recess week" but it feels more like "exam week". I have been rushing my assignments every day! I DIDN'T GO OUT AT ALL (except meal times). This is so pathetic lar..

I was running like a clockwork. Same routine, day after day.

9/10am: Wake up
10 - 1230pm: Assignment Time (AT)
1230-2pm: Lunch
2pm-330pm: AT
330-5pm: Nap
5-9pm: AT
9-1030pm: Dinner
1030-12midnight: TV
12-3am: AT

It is like this. F.I.X.E.D

I WANNA GO SING K, EAT GOOD FOOD, TALK COCK, SING SONG, SHAKE MY LEGS! -_-....