History?

I could not believe I saw his name again. If I not received a sms from my cousin saying that my yahoo mail was sending spam mails, I would not have logged into yahoo mail. If I didn't log in, I wouldn't have the chance of seeing his name being "available" in my contact list again.

I thought I have put it down already. But my heart still skipped a beat when I saw his name. Since then, my thoughts have been running wild again. My old friends, the "What-ifs", are back again, flooding my mind.

I didn't have the courage to click on his name just now. I will, next time. I hope that I will get the chance again.


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