My Source of Motivation and Happiness

I have not updated my blog for the looooongest time! I tried to update it at my workplace but somehow, I cannot even log into blogger.com. Also, I have been real busy juggling my work, family commitments, friends and him. I realise that it is not an easy job. Friendships have suffered. But I am learning too. This is the first time that I yearn to spend everyday with somebody.

Although 6 months have passed, I still like him a lot a lot. More than what I can say or dare to admit openly. Although we have our down periods in these 6 months, I am glad we gave each other a chance to learn and adapt. It is not easy, changing my habits and beliefs which have been fixed in a mold and it is not easy too, for him to treat me delicately, realise that I am a very different person from his group of friends and his past experiences with girls and change his mindset. I believe and hope that these challenges are what kept us hooked and motivated to continue to be interested in each other.

I am so happy to meet him 6 months earlier. To this day, sometimes I will stop and be amazed and in awe of what fate can do to two people.

I wish that as I look back 6 months later, I will still be able to declare this happily. =)

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Back To School

So it's back to school after 3 weeks of break. And I had a lot of fun in those 3 weeks! I know that all of the my recent blog posts are about him but I cannot help it. I had been spending most of my time with him and he has grown to be an integral part of me.

Last night I could not help reminiscing about the time spent with him. My holiday withdrawal syndrome had not hit me so hard before. I will miss...

Waking up with him beside me

Lying in bed in the morning deciding where to go for breakfast

Having lunch together and planning what to do for the rest of the afternoon

Strolling around Bukit Panjang leisurely

Watching movies late into the night

Playing mahjong

Playing PS3 together

Jogging in the night

I will really miss meeting him in the mornings. I always like mornings when the sun shine brightly in the sky. It always give me a sense of hope; that something wonderful may and can happen. I wonder when we will have such a chance again....

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